On the rooftop of the Shangyuan Museum of Contemporary Art, located in a very rural area of the province of Beijing, I created a participatory performance in which the audience took part in a multi-sensory ritual about fear.
After a few minutes of guided meditation, I gave them a fabric to write on it a barrier or obstacle that affects their lives. Something that they would like to symbolically face in this experience. Then I helped each one to cover their eyes with it.
The music of two violins and a cello of three talented musicians created a magical atmosphere in that rather special place.
On this roof there is a crystal labyrinth that I encouraged the people to walk through blindly, guided only by the sound of music and touch. At the end of the experience, they removed their blindfolds and were invited to express their emotions through paint on a large white canvas, creating a collective piece.
Lastly, we sat together to share a tea and their experiences. Some of them expressed very deep emotions, as for example oseries of pictorial works, videos and installationsne of the women who explained that when she approached the cello very close, blind, she felt a very strong emotion that made her burst into tears.
I did this collective performance during a four-month art residency in this museum. Before it, I had realized an action on the Great Wall of China. For three hours, I walked along the wall in high heels, blindfolded. Only the touch, the voices and the music of a violin and a cello guided my steps. On different fabrics covering my eyes, I had written words representing obstacles related to my gender.
Watching the video of this performance, I felt that the most important part of the moment was not captured. The stress, the claustrophobia, the loss of balance; how these sensations were transformed; how I had entered a state of meditation and calm; how I had felt my senses of touch, smell and hearing heightened to the maximum; how the sounds of the environment seemed to be amplified, the music seemed to be colored and how I had totally lost track of time. None of that was captured, that could only be transmitted by generating a similar experience for the people.
From these two experiences I created a series of pictorial works, videos and installations with objects brought from China that have been exhibited in several galleries in Spain.
Acknowledgements: Wang Ya Xi John (Camera), Tiangu Fan (Music ), Guochang Mao (Music), Wang Guo Kun (Music), Stella Wang for the assistance, Wang Rong and the Artists in Residence 2016 at Shangyuan Art Museum, her director and friends.